Friday, March 18, 2011
Wooooo. It's sally Birthday celebration just now!!!!! yea~ and of course she was there. duh~~~ hahah. Nice to know the invisible man barrier is kinda gone? but there is something else. something that i did not mention. hahah anws, i was kinda shot in the heart when sally said something on our way home. WHEN BOTH OF YOU GET MARRY, ASK LEON BE YOUR PHOTOGRAPHER!! "COME ON SALLY!!!" i already felt hurted enough to be seperated and now u ask me be her photographer when she marry? HERE'S A GUN FOR YOU, CAN YOU SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD? :D thats what i was thinking that time. hahah. well, at least she said goodbye to me, AT LEAST? it's better than nothing. :D
a simple act sure changes a part of life.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Hmmm, well. like i said before, it's abt HER that i would post abt. but it's not that i met/saw her recently but just that when i was talking to vivien abt sally bday celebration tmr, and when we talked abt where everyone is working, soooo in the end i just felt the fast beating in me again. hais. i really dk why i just cant remove this feeling, the moment where there is her, i would have my heart beating fast. mind in a blank. I MISS YOU GIRL
Sunday, March 6, 2011
OK. so long nv use blog. dead dead~ well. i just tot of coming in to rantttttt~~~ because, i notice 1 by 1, girls i used to like are having BOYFRIEND. HAHAHAH. shocked. one is YR telling me she gt bf. then now Sarah on FB in r/s with a guy. emo. To think that her parents was like forbidding her to get into r/s when i was tgh with her. LOL. and now she can so openly go out with guy. Emo.. hahah. ok, it happen like 4-5 years ago? hahah. think now grow up le so parents more open? haha. ALMOST all my ex gt a new love. only 1(i think?) this one girl that captivate me the most. who could make me screwed myself over nothing. just her enough is able to make me have a suddenly change of mood. ahhh. and i THINK she is single. but bad news sure will travel to me soon i guess?
i dont know why i still like her even though like she suddenly treated me invisible to her? kinda hurting but what to do. i still cant forget her, and i still yearn for her.