Monday, June 21, 2010
School really dont make me wanna stay anymore. Partialling and getting X are like becoming buddy with me? Seriously, i dont wanna to be their fren. But, cant take it being in school "alone". i so wish i could find a group of buddies to hang out. But where? people i know are always so busy. It's hard to find someone who would take you as a true friend. Just hanging out, slacking, chilling or whatever? When will i meet one from this poly of mine. I have spent half a year in relationship, another half crying over it. Now that i want to find a buddy, i lose a year to find. Even when there are close friend, they too ain't free for me. So, poly sure is hard to get some good buddies. I am just too free i think. maybe i should get a job? at least i wont be at here writing some "litrature" , but i am so god damm lazy. What should i do? OH ya, i kinda like the song from WESTLIFE- i need you. it song so so showed how i feels. Do listen to it. will you.