Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Why is it that when i see how happy u are, i had a heavy heart. I start to think, should i give up or not. you are so happy now, u have so many wonderful firends, classmates. All yr happiness now don't include me, so if i am to con't, will i cause you to lose all yr happiness or can i give u even more? i don't know what is right. i just wanna love u once again. i cant ask from u anything, but i do hope u will smile when u see it. hope it will become something that remind u i did once play a part in yr life. now, i am thinking, if only i die on the day u recieve it. at least i wont be heartbroken once again. but what if you have a different reaction, i will sure regret. i ain't talking about sucide but die due to illness. i will hold on till the day u recieve it. i sure hope to live on....
It is only when we knew that death are near, we want to treasure our loves one. Only once it's gone, then we want it back.-unknown.