Sunday, May 23, 2010
Seriously, this year has been a really great life for me, i have great faci, classmates and friends that cared and showed support in me with what i am doing now. Yes yes, all these things sure are great. even with that illness. at least i know how to treasure myself. but what make me hate this year so much? friends of mine, one by one getting hurt. and i simply dont like it. even though when i was down in r/s and noone had showed me concern or like ask me out to chat/chat online. nbm it's ok. leon is a loner so its ok. but when my fren are getting the same thing that happen to me, i want to help them. advise them from my own views. i dont wan to see break up and please dont use break up as a choice. we had chosen to fall in love and not chose to break people hearts unless that yr other half had did something that let u down. if not seriously, think a thousand times before u even use the break. i believe things can work out. dont because u cant think of anything and just break up. oh ya. and if u are the one being broke offf with, dont give up on life. if u love her still, get her back. this year sure has been an unpleasent year for my friends. if i can. i WILL want my life to change with them, i get the suffering and they are happy. so great i am? cause i know i might die. why not do something good to cleanse my sins. hate me for who i am, cause i dont wan u to love me for who i am not. :D
nothing is easy in life. it is how u picture it in yr mind and when u finally get a picture out of it. things will lighten up. - leon :D
