Tuesday, January 19, 2010
DAMM DAMM DAMM. What is wrong with me. Why is this happening. I have tried my best, keeping u out of my mind, i thoughts that i would only think about you if i am to see you, but this just cant keep images of you flashing in me. No matter what i do, there are bound to be links to our memories. I can for no reason just have yr images flashing in my brain. And when i look at girls, i feel that they ain't pretty, or don't give me any feelings, they just flash in my mind for a few seconds and you are up next. i keep thinking about you. i DONT know how to stop. Even now, i am thinking about you thus i blog, i can't stand it anymore, this feeling is killing me. Must i go out, give myself a big bang from a car and lose my memories than i can forget you. This feeling makes me so despo, desperate for you. i am deprive of my love. i just can't, can't stop missing you. WHY.. i just hate myself so much.