Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Well, it seems that i have not blog for quite a long time. Well, this time would be the time where i have a change of my life. Single seems to be attracted to me. Life has to go on but with an heavy feeling inside me, i don't like it. This feeling makes me feel so tired. It has been quite a while since i felt the heavy feeling. It does not taste good instead it's awful.Most of all, i have to be different from how i feel. i cant show out the sadness i have, the wanting to scream out loud. everything has to be kept inside me. This feeling sucks big time.
i have learn something, promises are nothing. Words from mouth are even nothing. None can be trusted. Changes happen anytime. One mistake can cause you to fall from heaven to hell. The deep cut you get would take a long time to heal.
when i read the story at Boon Hing blog, about this person whose parent think that a person who lost a leg n arm are nothing but trouble, but it turn out to be their son who was the person he told them after the war. In the real life, it true everyone would rather choose a good looking person. But the main point of the story was to tell everyone, cherish what you have, all yr friends, family and even loved ones. Don't judge them by looks, cause they can be a support to you no matter what happens.
I am glad to have friends that care for me. i don't like the feeling of lonely, so i don't wish any of my friends that care for me to have the same feelings. So, if anyone of u need someone to talk to, look for me.
